Run Down Memory Lane

Tuesday. Woke up beside the man that I love. Such a wonderful feeling that I am being wrapped by his strong arms, hugged by his warm body, skin to skin. First time for me. No man ever did this to me. NO ONE. Just him. Will be missing this the moment he leaves for Manila.  It was passed 5 in the morning. I was wide awake. In deep thoughts of what's gonna happen now that he'll be leaving. AND then he woke up, wanting to take a pee, gargle and then went back to bed with me. We talked. The realization sunk and it brought me to tears. BUT then again, there was the assurance and the hope that it won't take too much time he'll be back again.  We kissed a few more, and he jokingly asked if his tool get a boner will I allow him to enter mine.. And I just simply said go ahead (for I really am loving the idea, I badly wanted to make out and make love again with him).. Eventually, it was then again a lovely, steamy hot love making with multiple orgasms for me.. Badly he wasn't ...

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Sunday. Woke up late. Left home to meet up with Julz. We went to Nagtabon. Stayed there for more than 5hrs. We talked about yesterday. About the our plans. Tried giving him some kinky stuff while we rest under some trees by the beach.. It rained for a while. But still we managed to enjoy the moment together. I know he's already tired and got this feeling that he wanted to take some rest. Plus he have to visit the exgf for their kid's allowance and everything.  We left the beach almost or over around 3 in the afternoon. Time flew so fast when we're together that is for sure. But that was just fine/ok with me. I know for a fact that I have this man forever with me. It was raining when we left. Good thing it stopped right before we reached the highway.  Took some time to drop by at a friend's house to pick up some citronella seedlings. Introduced him to the friend and then he dropped me off.  At home, kids wanted to eat spaghetti. So I asked the...

Saturday. Woke up late.  Oh heck I don't care. It's Saturday anyway. Had breakfast with the kids. Father cooked arrozcaldo (minimalist kind). Brother wasn't in the good mood that he scolded me about the SocMed post I made on facebook questioning the City government regarding the privacy of those PUIs in the facility having a CCTV in their bedrooms. He said he might get tagged for we carry the same surnames. Oh heck, got to change my Profile name because of that. Later in the day, Julz also informed me that he's not into that kind/way of my personality being so opinionated and always have something to say. He said that I should let other people do that, so to let me have a more private and peaceful life. Slept for quite a few hours and then started listening to review lectures from the review center. I honestly am missing Julz right now. I missed all the warm hugs and sweet kisses.. I missed spending time with him just doing nothing and just being crazy with everything! ...

Friday. Started the day with one phone call from Julz. A short sweet phone converstaion that somewhat made my day great as a start off. Had a short discussion about the photo I posted on MyDay at Facebook. But decided to eventually delete it due to the fact that there were many bashers/stalkers phising for some juicy information about my personal life..  Also agreed with him that we should keep our relationship as private as possible. Due to the fact that we are on a complicated set up. Oh well. I must settle for the private thing or else we are both will be doomed if we will not be careful about us.  Office work was a bit tiring, all eyes on the computer. Having a little laugh in between breaks. Chit chatting with the people I worked with.  Went home early. Took a short nap just before reading time. Had dinner with them. Mother keeps on saying something about my brother and the relationship he's with now. But I know for a fact that she somehow wants to s...

Thursday. Half day tasked to do the Counter 1. Came in late at the office. Asked someone to log me to the timesheet. But admin somewhat questioned it. Raised my eyebrows learning about it. But anyways, Not so worth taking tome and energy about that.  Tiring day. But somewhat good. Afternoon was a bit tiring. Informationa officer until 3 in the afternoon.  Julz was busy playing mahjong with the relatives. Ended the day with some few phone calls from Julz, right after almost 2 hrs of reading. Again and again the confirmation of love and such great things he planned for us.

Wednesday. Just a regular working day for me. Went to the office. Had breakfast and started the routine of being the cashier. Fortunately we are on a system offline. Tasks were minimal to none the whole day through.  Had fun video calling with Julz. He's such a sweet naughty lover.  Ended the working day with a smile and went home earlier than expected. Was still able to bond with my little girl before taking some time to sleep prior to reading for self review.  While doing some readings, Julz and I are chatting/texting. While he is enjoying the session he is having with his dad. We talked about life and everything.  Was just surprised that he kept mention about the "asawa" thing in his messages. It is somewhat overwhelming and sweet. Giving me a giddy feeling and somewhat an assurance that he is effin' serious about our relationship (despite the fact of our situation). Ohh one more thing. It was one funny issue we had today, he so...

Tuesday. Nothing special happened this day.  All about frustrations and fears brought avout by the fact that Julz enioyed playing mahjong with his relative and almost forgot about informing me his whereabouts.  The inner girl-so-sensitive in me got out of hand and made tantrums earlier. Planned of sleeping early than usual just to avoid such lowballing emotions and to wean off crying.  Sulking is what I had.  He called later on telling me he was sorry about what happened. I can hear in his voice that he is a bit mad na. But hell yeah I am in the state of sulking still. Cried for hours in bed under my sheets. Little Moirah keeps on holding my hand and telling me to sleep well. She was on distress too. Poor kid. Got affected by momma's childish acts. He called. Telling me things. I know I have mistakes.