June 7, 2020

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Sunday.

Woke up late.
Left home to meet up with Julz.
We went to Nagtabon. Stayed there for more than 5hrs.
We talked about yesterday. About the our plans.
Tried giving him some kinky stuff while we rest under some trees by the beach..


It rained for a while. But still we managed to enjoy the moment together. I know he's already tired and got this feeling that he wanted to take some rest. Plus he have to visit the exgf for their kid's allowance and everything. 
We left the beach almost or over around 3 in the afternoon. Time flew so fast when we're together that is for sure. But that was just fine/ok with me. I know for a fact that I have this man forever with me. It was raining when we left. Good thing it stopped right before we reached the highway. 

Took some time to drop by at a friend's house to pick up some citronella seedlings. Introduced him to the friend and then he dropped me off. 

At home, kids wanted to eat spaghetti. So I asked the eldest daughter to cook one for us. Served as our dinner as well.




Julz texting me he just gave the allowance to the exgf. Then sent a photo of her. Was just surprised about it. This man is really serious about him showing me the real him.

So we ended up exchaning mushy sweet messages on messenger and sms. 

Oh God, I pray that we can make it through life's challenges. I am so deeply inlove with Julz and I only wants the best for us two. 

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