June 5, 2020

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Friday.

Started the day with one phone call from Julz. A short sweet phone converstaion that somewhat made my day great as a start off.

Had a short discussion about the photo I posted on MyDay at Facebook. But decided to eventually delete it due to the fact that there were many bashers/stalkers phising for some juicy information about my personal life.. 

Also agreed with him that we should keep our relationship as private as possible. Due to the fact that we are on a complicated set up. Oh well. I must settle for the private thing or else we are both will be doomed if we will not be careful about us. 


Office work was a bit tiring, all eyes on the computer. Having a little laugh in between breaks. Chit chatting with the people I worked with. 

Went home early. Took a short nap just before reading time. Had dinner with them. Mother keeps on saying something about my brother and the relationship he's with now. But I know for a fact that she somehow wants to say those words to me.

Reading for almost 2 hours. Had my regular home serviced massage while chatting/texting with Juls. He called afterwards. Talking about almost everything. This day was somewhat sensual with him. hahaha 

Then again, he lectured me about how privacy mattered most for him. Discussed about me being so opinionated. Anyways, ended with a sweet I love you from him before he snored himself to sleep..


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