July 3, 2020

Friday.

Glorious as it was. I slept almost 2 in the morning today. Julius is such a naughty lover. I was able to do the thing we wanted me to do. But the success wasn't that 100%. We weren't able to satisfy our lustful desire of reaching the climax as we do the cyber sex thing. :D

But still, slept with a happy heart and mind.

Woke up around 6am with his messages. I was dead tired and sleepy still, but somewhat feeling so inlove with him. He sent me a screencapture of our call, that actually lasted for more than 5 hours. I have this sense of feeling secured with his love.

The idea of keeping the audio call on all through the night made me feel he's sleeping just beside me.. hearing him breathe and snore it's as if we're together. although of course he's not around. I just miss the idea of him hugging me tight all through out the night. Surrounded by his strong loving arms. He's the first and the only man who did that to me.. And I am praying that he'll be the last one..

It's pretty long day today at the office. Cashier mode on!

But Julz kept me alive and happy. He sent me some video that really turned me on! Oh I just love this man!

I super appreciated all his efforts. But I know that it's really limited.

Praying and hoping that we can keep up with all the words we said to each other. Keeping the love alive keeping in love and in lust until the end of time.

He's going home today.. Making me feel a little sad. But I will just keep myself busy with books. review. But But! i so wanted him!