July 29, 2020

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Wednesday.

Not a good day. Julz have to go home to cater to his wife's needs. The wife just got positive resulf from covid swabbing. 

I just can't think properly now. Now knowing what to write. 
Julz told me not to worry about it. But how can I not? 

He'll be out of reach for i dont know how long. Cried. 

Fears sulking in. I just hope this will not terminate our relationship. 

Might be seeing him mid August or might not anymore.. 

Sad life! 

Decided to have a long drive with Tatay after office.. 

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