July 13, 2020

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Monday.

Started the day with Julz' messages.

I know there are some changes. I can see the difference. But heck yeah.. I just have to trust the process.
If all is well, then good,if not then be ready for it.

Mid morning when he informed me about his ex. The one working in Saudi. Telling me things about what she saw on my profile. To cut the story short, I deleted all/everything about him on my profile. Nothing connects me to him to think that it's his fake account. it somewhat hurts me. I know he doesn't want anyone knowing about us. And it's just me who keep on insisting. But heck yeah. Learning the lessons.. History repeating again at my end. This is what you get when you're in a forbidden relationship. Everything must be kept a secret.

No one should know that we are in a relationship. I get that. OK NOTED on that. So be it. Have to tell whole world that I broke up with him or we broke up or I am no longer in a relationship.

Anyways. It's ok that way.. Seems like it.. Just keeping it that way.. Changing plans now. Learning things the hard way..

I just cried silently on my table the whole day.

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