July 16, 2020

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Thursday.

Julz got me turned on early today. Send him some naughty stuffs. But later felt a bit shy out of it. But he affirmed that he loved it. I just don't know. But I hope so. I just missed him being naughty with me also..

They have an inspection around some stations. It's a bit busy day for him. Sent me some photos of the area they're inspecting.

While I am busy doing my encoding and boxing of the few ITRs, was also being followed up by the documents for signature by the feeling CAS from the 3rd floor.

The day went by so well for the two of us.. Until this one person, related to his ex, commenting on my photo and sending me private message. It was one hell of an issue for me, but I am calm and just wanted to know what is the real score about them.

I know my place and my footing/standing with regards to Julz' life. I just don't want the idea of him having some other girls as side chick in addition to me.

Oh well. I already have decided that whatever he decides about us, I'll just have to accept it. Might probably get hurt again in the future. But then, Life must go on still.. Just have to let things go if ever..


After their inspection, he just rested for a while and then went off to the inuman session. Of course topic is the ex still..

Ended the night with the video call.. ;)

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